Takes A Jerk To Know One
I will almost always write deep thoughts or advice on here, but today I wanted to do something random.
I wanted to say that I try to be a good influence on others, but this week I’ve been feeling like haven’t been. I broke someone’s heart badly. A girl that I have grown to love over the last two years. It sounds cheesy but it is not. She has been my best friend and my muse. I hate talking about my personal life but I just wanted to say I’m sorry to her and I’m sorry to you all. I’m not going to get into details but I will say that I messed up terribly and I feel like a horrible person by my own standards. i feel like that Used song “I’m A Fake”
I know I just recently talked about authenticity, so I just wanted to put my money where my mouth is and be as real as possible with you guys. I guess the lesson here is that everyone makes mistakes. Part of being human is screwing up. I feel a lot more human than I usually do.